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I am....

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Falling posted Mar 4th 2010, 1:01PM

Mood: Tearful

Music: Laura Jansen - Elijah

Why am I still falling? I thought I would have hit rock bottom by now, but I'm still going down. Why do I destroy it all? It seems that all I can do is sit and watch. Watch how my family, my friends and my study go down the drain. I just need that famous rush. That few weeks in which I can fix everything I broke in the past year. Well, not everything. I don't need him back. But I do need a person in my life right now. I don't need someone who will support me even when they know all about me. I really don't need someone who knows all that stuff. I just want someone who will call me up at random to hang out together, who will just ask me how I feel. Who will know I am lying when I say I'm fine. A friend, yes, that might be the word. But a really real friend-friend. Possibly someone who really cares. About me, not about themselves. It might look like I am fine, but I am approaching rock bottom at a quiet distubing speed.

Please, help me... I know you're out there. You might be just in time to catch me!

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